Millionwords

millionwords @ 2009-11-13T15:48:00

2009-11-13T15:48:50Z

Well, following on from the non-phone based photo update of 18th months ago.

More photos!

No 1/4 sleeve, just two other peices instead :

Woo.

millionwords @ 2008-02-04T18:18:00

2008-02-04T18:25:51Z

I am planning on a portrait 1/4 sleeve, however I have yet to find a suitable photo, I can't find a big enough one of my nana to use. Here are some 1940's and 1950's photos of my grandparents and my Dad

Brylcream boy circa 1940

And again, with one of his RAF friends.

My Nana her Dog around the same time.

My Grandad and my dad

All three of them.

My Nana and my dad, he was a properly ugly baby...no?

Young Love.

millionwords @ 2007-10-08T19:49:00

2007-10-08T18:51:05Z

Unfinished Poppy remembrance tattoo, drawn myself but I have yet to add the rest.

millionwords @ 2007-08-29T09:15:00

2007-08-29T08:16:51Z

First tattoo.

I'm told getting it there was one of the most painful areas....and to be fair it did pishin hurt!

millionwords @ 2007-06-29T09:32:00

2007-06-29T08:39:50Z

I NEED a fucking Job.

Someone give me one.

I wish it would stop raining so people and me could do this again:

Good film.

Instead Darley Park looks like this :

millionwords @ 2007-06-08T12:34:00

2007-06-08T11:36:35Z

New Little Courage RECORDINGS, PHOTOS and BLOG here

I love my band.

millionwords @ 2007-05-04T09:50:00

2007-05-04T08:52:45Z

This is my boy. He's very pretty.

His ex is as mental as ever.

Hayley will be here tomorrow and I have a gig in Oxford on Monday.

millionwords @ 2007-05-01T18:29:00

2007-05-01T17:37:46Z

I have new shoes.

Stuart ex is mental.

I haven't updated in ages.

I don't have a lot to tell....

How hard is it to get a restraining order?

millionwords @ 2007-04-24T22:18:00

2007-04-24T21:22:37Z

My car is fucked.

I am marshaling the Derby 10k run on sunday with the TA.

I got a haircut today....done by a hairdresser and not myself.

millionwords @ 2007-04-17T10:00:00

2007-04-17T09:02:56Z

Sunshine and my red shoes make me happy.

That is all.

millionwords @ 2007-04-16T13:25:00

2007-04-16T12:30:19Z

Its my birthday,

My car is fixed,

I have had some very thoughtful giraffe based presents amongst others.

I am being taken out for dinner by my boss tonight.

This boy, makes me quite happy.

I miss some people though.

millionwords @ 2007-03-28T12:20:00

2007-03-28T11:23:16Z

Still not dead.

Busy.

Bands.

No job.

Silly photos. What am I doing?....Who knows....

I wasted all of Monday night, Tuesday day and Tuesday night with food poisoning. I've never felt so rough!

millionwords @ 2006-12-01T17:55:00

2006-12-01T17:55:09Z

millionwords @ 2006-11-11T15:14:00

2006-11-11T15:14:35Z

I got taken out to dinner last night by that singer boy.
We had turkish...which meant TURKISH DELIGHT. Yum.
He's very nice.
His band are nice too Cascade Assembly Have a listen to that'um.

Also everyone should come to this:

Because its been a nightmare for JJ and I to organise, and also I'm playing drums for the last time with that boys band.

I have to be at the TA centre tomorrow at 7am for the Rememberance day parade, then I've got to meet a band, then JJ then I have band practice.

These things always make me sad.

millionwords @ 2006-11-05T21:40:00

2006-11-05T21:40:26Z

I feel sick.
I'm still hung over from last night.
I have a cut and a graze from it. I don't remember much.

That boy.

I have many many gigs coming up.

20th November - Glasshouse.
21st November - 5 Lamps film and music night (Souvenirs AND Cascade Assembly).
28th November - The Bless.
2nd December - 5 Lamps.
9th December - 46 Signal squadron.
21st December - The Factory - Ilkeston.
23rd December - First Floor.

ho hum.

millionwords @ 2006-10-31T14:23:00

2006-10-31T14:23:48Z

millionwords @ 2006-09-06T10:24:00

2006-09-06T09:21:55Z

Image by playgame

millionwords @ 2006-09-06T10:11:00

2006-09-06T09:14:37Z

TEN FUCKING STONE. TEN!!!

I have to get out of this. I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE. I feel sick to look at myself in the mirror and I hate going out. I went to the gym today.Thats a start...but its going to take forever to get back to 8.

In other news,

THE SOUVENIRS are playing at The Island indie night in Derby TOMORROW. Its FREE. You should all come.

I am supposed to be playing a gig at THE VIC on FRIDAY with PSYCHOWARD. I don't know if I am.

I am also doing a gig with Mr Ben Walker on MONDAY at the VIC INN. This will be the first time I've sung in public whilst not having any drums to hide behind. People should come, it should be a good night. I will be scared.

Also I have FOUR HOURS of band practice tonight, with two different bands, in the same room (thankfully not at the same time!)...from 8 until midnight. I'm going to die, or get bored and moody. Humph.

I had something else to say, I've totally forgotten what it was.

millionwords @ 2006-08-29T22:23:00

2006-08-29T21:23:30Z

Dare I say it, dare I?

Much as I want to, I don't think I do....ARGH.

millionwords @ 2006-07-21T02:19:00

2006-07-21T01:22:54Z

[mood| confused]

I'm having a bit of dilemma...

Maybe because its late and I'm tired.

Maybe because I'm socially inept.

Maybe because I'm useless with relationships.

Maybe because I'm a bad person.

Maybe I need stabbing.

Whatever it is....Its making me feel bad and horrid at this moment in time.. Fuck.

millionwords @ 2006-07-06T22:37:00

2006-07-06T21:37:38Z

I hate everything about myself.

There are so many reasons.

Can I just dissappear?

millionwords @ 2006-06-19T22:13:00

2006-06-19T21:13:25Z

[mood| exhausted]
[music| The Kinks - You really got me]

I didn't go to bed last night. How stupid.

I found out some very disturbing things last night.

It has changed my view of certain people and left me totally confused.

I'm not going to use names, I'll use letters. X, Y and Z.

Picture this, X, who I know very well and would tell most things to, it would seem is not quite the person I thought they were. They have a boyfriend. Y another extreamely good friend, has a girlfriend.

About a month before my birthday, X slept with Y and they were both in relationships. And then Z was chatting to X about a certain thing she did and jokingly suggested something (that would be inappropriate because X is taken) and she did it!

Everyone thinks she's lovely.

But how can you have total disregard for your boyfriend like this and be nice?

This is not right.

I don't like people that do this.

Today Sam and I ponced in Nottingham.

I discovered I like Japanese food, and can eat with chopsticks.
I purchased Black books 1 and 3 on DVD from Fopp for £14.
That place rocks.

millionwords @ 2006-06-17T14:56:00

2006-06-17T13:59:07Z

So I got to hour 108....thats what, four and a half days.....

Fucked it. Seriously binged. I feel rather ill now. Fuck.

BLAH.

FUCK - ING - GROSS

millionwords @ 2006-06-04T13:06:00

2006-06-04T12:07:56Z

Today I did this:

Jess likes this picture so as well as the mug I made her, I shall frame it for her birthday.

I look like I've swallowed a balloon or something.....

millionwords @ 2006-06-03T17:03:00

2006-06-03T16:05:48Z

Ok well I fucked it over. I've eaten around 1000kcals today. FUCK FUCK FUCK.

I did these today:

I've never made a stencil before.